Welcome to a new edition of “What Am I Playing” as of late I’ve been kinda sunk into GTA 5 online however I have been taking random breaks as earlier this year I tackled Forza 3 because when it first came out and I got my hands on it I kinda left the game alone for a while so I decided to go back and finish things… So naturally as I said I did go back and finished things, and after that off and on I dove into Forza 4 But I have to say I am rather disappointed with Forza 4, I’m not 100% done it right now but from looking at things I will say I’m rather close to being finished. But my biggest disappointment with the 4th installment of the series is the fact that so far I haven’t owned nor felt the need to buy an actual race car… In the 3rd game I won a race car and actually had to use it, but in the 4th installment of the game I haven’t won a racecar and I haven’t had the need to buy one. Which is disappointing but I guess they decided to go a different direction in the game. At this point in time I still have the Forza 3 stuff still on my hard drive although that may not last for long since I have been debating about deleting it to free up space, I very well may do the same with Forza 4 once I’m done that as well… The other reason why I may do so is because anyone who plays the Forza games know that you won’t be able to carry anything over between Forza 4 & Forza 5 since the 5th installment is strictly for the Xbox One and right now I have little to no interest in buying Xbox One…
I also do have Forza Horizon which I have also started, not sure how deep I am into the game it’s been a year or longer since I’ve touched it.
Back to Forza 4 that I go, so I can finish this game.
The last time I was sick I wrote “Poetry While Sick” and at this point in time it has 216 downloads so if you haven’t read it feel free to do so.
As for this time being sick, I haven’t wrote anything… For the most part since I’ve been sick I’ve had little to no energy and it took a lot for me to get out of bed or off the couch to do anything. I’m sure this is just a cold but it’s certainly kicked my ass
I haven’t decided if I’m going to write about this time that I’m sick when I start to get better, I think it’ll be something that I decide based on when I get better.
When you fall in love with someone, your suppose to love them no matter what… But in a good relationship at times you’ll joke that you “hate” the person for a stupid reason and they’ll understand…. Well with all that in mind at this point in time I “hate” Crystal… we’ve been watching her parents place and since day one she’s been fighting a cold… Well here we are not even a week into her having it and she’s passing it onto me… So for that I “hate” her… Of course she knows I’m kidding as we both knew I was going to get it since it’s kinda hard not to pass it off to someone else and I guess I’m just the guy jumping up and down saying “pick me”
So I’ve been away from things for a little bit, and I will be for a bit longer… since I’m just starting to get this cold of hers… I have no idea how long I’ll be away from things but I may pop up on here with short messages now and then and hopefully they’ll make sense… But with it being September I guess it’s cold/flu season…
Yay for me… so I’ll get going before I make anyone of the readers sick…
Over the next little while (haven’t decided long or short while) I’m going to be pushing out a few releases. More so just to get them finished or just to get them released, I got 1-2 poetry releases to do and bout 3-5 music albums to drop.
These are going to come rather fast and furious because there is a big change coming and I just want to finish up and get things out there before this change happens.
More on this as things progress.
I already know that someone is going to bitch about something to do with this, it’s kinda sad that I can already see that when things haven’t been out for more than 5 minutes… Anyways here’s the deal with what I wrote it’s called “September Suicide” over the last two months (August & September of 2014) I found a lot of celebrities were in the news for sad things and those sad things were suicides.. I’m not going to list the ones I’m talking about as I’m sure anyone up on daily current events can easily find that out.
Anyways… My head has been spinning and trying to figure out what’s going on with these people so naturally I wrote about it… Naturally I can see someone bitching about what I wrote as well because of one of a few reasons, but I know the ones who bitch about what I write about won’t look at it like how it’s suppose to be.. They will look at the fine layer on top of it all and want to twist it up.. The joys of being a writer…
Be sure to give it a read by clicking on the cover on the left hand side… Well it might not be on the left it might be on the top, it kinda depends on how your looking at this since I realized recently that mobile is a little different than what I see since I don’t use my phone for anything web related.
Anyways give it a read, hope you enjoy and understand what I’m trying to say.
Just wanted to toss in a quick update and say I made one adjustment to the release giving the link in my ebook to the “Suicide Prevention Lifeline” for anyone who may need it.
Thanks for taking the time
So I haven’t posted in a while because a lot of things have been happening and most of which fall under the category that I really dislike and it’s all been out of my control and has left me rather shaken up.
Just keeping this post short for now…
Need to get back to resting
You never really know when I’m going to release stuff, as I tend to randomly work on things and although while others feel like poetry or any type of release needs to be 20+ pages I don’t feel that way… Perhaps that’s why many writers don’t last longer than 1-2 books ? …. just something to think about.
As I said in the title “My Help Not Wanted” has been released, it’s short prose release bout my struggles of finding a job, yup still jobless….
Be sure to read it, it was actually released a day or two ago but it just got pushed to release outside of the main site so everyone else should be finding it on there sites in due time
It’s kinda interesting, during the day when Crystal and I watch TV (or a movie) I can’t keep my eyes open, but at night when it’s time for bed… I can’t keep my eyes close…. It’s also interesting that I use that line because that’s the first line or two I have in something new I’m working on… I just started no more than 10min before I posted this so I have no idea when it’ll be online, as per usual it’ll be in my “prose” format of poetry..
I’ll keep ya posted when I have something new.
Ever since hearing about the passing of Robin Williams and knowing that both myself and Crystal get depressed from time to time, when she was cooking up dinner the other evening I walked up to her and said to her “I want you to make me a promise that if you ever feel depressed you’ll talk to me”… Talking is important, at least let someone know how you feel, maybe they can help out or point you towards a good direction.
I know my days of being online and doing a ton of social networking (back when I was more social) I talked to a few people, I had a few people who claim that I feel all “high and mighty” and that I look down on people… That’s not the case, but I wanted to do up a post to send out the word and possibly encourage people to talk to friends or family when your depressed…
Just yesterday Crystal and I came back to where we live after doing some running around and I went upstairs to do a few things while she came down and checked her email, I remember her calling up to me and asking me to come down, and that’s when she showed me the news about Robin Williams. I still can’t believe it, he always seems so happy and cheerful when you see him in movies but my father once told me a line that has kinda stuck with me
“You never know what goes on behind closed doors”
Now I’m not trying to say Robin was a bad man or anything like that, but as everyone seen he was a funny man. It’s said that he was battling with depression leading up to what he did. But what I mean by my comment: “You never know what goes on behind closed doors” … Many people are one way when they’re around friends and family but when they’re alone.. There completely different which can be for many reasons. A few of which I can understand.
I recently read something about the man that shocked me, it was said that he had trouble speaking to people when he’s one on one with them, but if you put him in a room with two or more people he came to life. This was facinating to me, as I’m the complete opposite. I have trouble talking to groups of people but I’m more comfortable with one on one conversations. Which is why you’ll never see me at any poetry readings or anything like that as that’s not how I roll.
You will truly be missed that’s for sure, and as I said in the title “I Hope Heaven Will Be Laughing” because down here… we we’re not.